Saturday, November 15, 2008
Beauty in Walking Away
I had witnessed many kinds of bitterness. Through the years of being surrounded with friends prone to heartaches. Family heart aches, love stuffs, and things some such. I can conclude it’s contagious and annoying.
Never thought of it will happen to me sometime soon.
I warned myself in reading love stories and watching chick flicks too much. Side effects of these habits can be too much faith in the opposite sex, believing in happy endings, waiting-for-prince charming-belief and other mushy things alive. Reading suspense/mystery/sci-fi books and watching action-comedy films are more beneficial both mentally and emotionally. For the nth time, I’ll say--I hate affection.
In the middle of confusion, making decisions is a major no-no (especially for people like me, who doesn’t think gracefully under pressure). A happy ending is never my priority, but it’s always been my goal. =) I mean, c’mon WHO DOESN’T?
My supposed happy ending seemed to falter. I hate me for being so hard on him. Being hypocrite has its price to pay. “Mamatay na lahat ng pakipot”
Hurting myself with my own personality, became a habit.
Another real life punch line transpired. And it’s annoying. Sobra. Telling the whole story is like divulging to everyone how dumb I had been.
Looking at the bright side, there’s beauty in walking away. Anyways, wala naming lugi.(maybe) Who knows what will happen next?
As of the moment, I’m doing everything in my power not to be bitter. =) Good Luck!
Wushoong..
Never thought of it will happen to me sometime soon.
I warned myself in reading love stories and watching chick flicks too much. Side effects of these habits can be too much faith in the opposite sex, believing in happy endings, waiting-for-prince charming-belief and other mushy things alive. Reading suspense/mystery/sci-fi books and watching action-comedy films are more beneficial both mentally and emotionally. For the nth time, I’ll say--I hate affection.
In the middle of confusion, making decisions is a major no-no (especially for people like me, who doesn’t think gracefully under pressure). A happy ending is never my priority, but it’s always been my goal. =) I mean, c’mon WHO DOESN’T?
My supposed happy ending seemed to falter. I hate me for being so hard on him. Being hypocrite has its price to pay. “Mamatay na lahat ng pakipot”
Hurting myself with my own personality, became a habit.
Another real life punch line transpired. And it’s annoying. Sobra. Telling the whole story is like divulging to everyone how dumb I had been.
Looking at the bright side, there’s beauty in walking away. Anyways, wala naming lugi.(maybe) Who knows what will happen next?
As of the moment, I’m doing everything in my power not to be bitter. =) Good Luck!
Wushoong..
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