Tuesday, June 30, 2009
More of My Theatrics.. hehe..
Maja: WHAT DO I WANT ???
Subconscious ni Maja: EWAN SAYO MAJA...
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Maybe I do things as it fits my current moods. I do have BIG goals but no clear directions or plan to accomplish them and many of them are farfetched.
When we applied last last week in a call center company (actually, di ko talaga alam anong klaseng company yon… maraming computer so malamang call center). We passed but I didn’t pursue my application anyways…Ayoko na mag-call center… Yan ako, buo ang loob..hehe
Before that, kumuha kami ni Nica (Yes Nica! Nabanggit kita ulit sa blog ko!) ng scholarship exam para mgaral ng MT (ano yon? Med. Transcription). Try lang naman. Fortunately, nakapasa kami tapos nung mags-start na ang class. Nagback-out din kami agad. Sabi sayo buo ang loob ko eh.. hehe
Oo, isa akong malaking indecisive na tao. I have this irritating tendency of changing my mind many times before coming to a decision.
Maybe we all do… Do we? (huh?)
Noong isang kahapon, I’ve finally decided to work in a hospital so I submitted my resume sa CNH, nong ini-sched kami for an exam , feeling ko wala lang yung exam na yon for formality lang… Ayun, bagsak ako…hehe
So much for my first hospital application.. Naisip ko, bad omen yata… Siguro hindi para sa’kin ang buhay hospital, maigi pang magtinda na lang ng mangga (with bagoong) o ituloy ko ang paga-AVON (yayaman daw tayo sa AVON)
It’s seldom for me to top in class. I’m an average student but I never had a failing grade. So super depress depressan ang drama ko ng bumagsak ako sa exam sa hospital. Nalungkot ako ng mga 2 hours .. NAPAKA-LUNGKOT…
Actually, it’s not failing that upsets me, yung examiner kasi inisa-isa pa yung mali ko in front of other applicants. She keeps on saying na: “Hindi mo alam yon?” , “How come freshly grad ka lang hindi mo to alam?”, “Sauluhin mo yung mga tungkol sa gamot kung balak mo pang bumalik dito”, and things some such.
Parang gusto kong magmakaawa at sabihing…OPO, HINDI KO ALAM! HINDI KO ALAM! PATAWAD KUNG KAY AGA-AGA NADISMAYA KAYO DAHIL BAGSAK AKO, PERO TAMA NA PO, NARIRINIG NG MGA IBANG APLIKANTE. TAMA NA POOOO!!! (Sabay lubog sa lupa o kaya sabay teleport)
Ayon, pero come to think of it, yes, maybe sometimes we have to experience downfall…
I did faced a minor setback, and as of the moment I’m recovering gracefully (wish ko lang) and forging forth to the fun part. Actually, ok lang naman talaga ako, nagda-drama lang ako, pampalubag sa aking nadungisang EGO…hehe
(@_@)
PS: Still meditating…
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